I hope some others will have had the following feelings and will post their stories/opinions.
I have come the the conclusion that I don't really know who I am. I look in the mirror and recognize the face but don't feel that it is the real me looking back. When I am dressed in women's clothes feel the same way. The person in the mirror isn't the real me. I am living in a facade no matter what I wear. What I see is not the real me.
I feel that I am different from the other men with whom I have contact. I am comfortable with women but do not feel that I am one of them. I am very confused.