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Contributing to this is the fact that I haven't really dressed in three years eight months, give or take a few days. Somehow, I don't thing putting on a dress and heals and running around for a while is going to help.
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The well adjusted me has blown a control rod, and I fear a meltdown is just a matter of time. I hope that those I care most about can avoid the fallout...
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Straighten up, Donna. The person who wrote that is NOT the same person who created Donna's Hideout and who has contributed so much that I found to be informative or funny and perceptive. Uh, uh.. Ain't the same person.
Your bio says you work at home and are alone for ten hours a day. I guess the three yrs+ without really getting dressed is due to your daughter? Presumably, your wife no longer works?
Not to be flip, but I had no opportunity to really get dressed until a few years ago. Our youngest is 24, still living at home (but not much longer), and has FINALLY started hanging out with a bunch that doesn't consider my castle their rightfully entitled restaurant, hotel, garage, etc. The freedom is fantastic and it coincided with my discovery of this NG. It was a match made in heaven. For what it's worth, I have gone through periods similar to yours. Now that I know better, I recognize that they were little more than 'our' typical binge/purge cycles. Point is, kiddo, there's a LOT of light at the end of the tunnel. I've got a few years on you and, while I sense that my own CD needs may not be as intense as yours now, I can remember periods when they seemed to be overwhelming. If your youthful 'juices' have been bottled up for three years, you are in need for a release. My patent answer of late is to read 'Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus'. You MAY gain insight into how to explain things to your wife. It's helping me.
I stand in awe of your hideout. You're obviously a talented person with a great deal of insight (despite your tender years) and I'm looking forward to page 11 and beyond from you.
Hugz,
Jade/Doug
Just your average crossdresser finally coming to terms with themself.
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